Un-adorable Karma

So, it's way past time for a new blog post. Trouble is, my computer will not load pictures off my camera for some reason. :( I am afraid I will need to get it serviced..how much is that gonna cost? Yikes! I love downloading pics though, so I am gonna have to bite that bullet I guess. I have pictures a plenty on my computer from before that never got blogged about. Maybe I'll have to do some posts from way back when or something...By way back when I mean things from just this past fall and winter. Boy do I suck! I have a love/hate with blogging.

November 2009

I love to do it when I can. Problem being "when I can" doesn't seem to be happening for me so much lately. So I hate that it is what I would define as an unfinished task looming overhead. O well. Such as life. I would say such as life with two active three year olds on your heels, but I think it would probably be such as life even with out them. Life has a way of keeping us busy no matter what stage of it you are in. I remember back when I worked full time (and then some) before the kids were born, life had a way of being busy then too.August 2009

I remembered thinking that perhaps life would slow down since I was blessed to be a stay-at-home mom now. HELLO, what was I thinking? I like my kind of busy now though. It's tough no doubt, but the rewards are so worth it. Feburary 2008
Today I was running some errands and Maddie was in the back seat with her sunglasses on. The girl loves to wear sunglasses. I said to her, "YOU are my ADORABLE Maddie!" and in return she said to me, "YOU are MY ADORABLE MOMMY!" If my heart did not melt in that moment. It's those moments that you gotta cling to when life gets tough and busy and the patience is wearing thin. I do not ever feel adorable, and certainly not lately. But in the eyes of my innocent perfect three year old, maybe I am even for just a minute.
December 2007

I had to write about this, because when she is 15 or 16 she will think I am the most unadorable person she has ever met. She will never believe that she once thought that way. Who knows what the future will hold, but knowing the kind of teenager I was to my mother...I got one word for ya, KARMA. I cherish these moments, for one day the taint of teenage-hood won't be so heart melting. Dylan is the king of unexpected kisses and I love you's. When he is in that sweet mood, there is not an angel in heaven or on earth that shines like that kid. I am thankful for these little blessings and the trials they sometimes bring, but the JOY of it far out weighs it all.

I am missing those chubby cheeks of yester year! :*(